Thursday, April 9, 2015

BUT GOD

It's been a crazy ride, ya'll. Let me tell ya. 

So incredibly blessed by this new little life inside of me.

I don't have a lot of time these days, and I sure won't in a few short months. But I DO want to share something new with ya'll!

A week after (A WEEK, guys, a WEEK!) I wrote my last entry I stopped bleeding. Completely. Praise Jesus.

I think I had mentioned I felt like God was telling me he was healing me? Well, he was. I truly believe that tingling sensation I felt was Him beginning to do the work only He does. Between that, what I felt he was telling me, and then actually stopping the bleeding the week later, I really feel it was HE who healed me. I mean, what else explains all of this? :) He is who he says he is, guys. He really, really is. 

Then, we went back to the high risk doctor a few weeks later, and they just totally confirmed it. They couldn't find the blood clot ANYWHERE. Praise Jesus. Told me everything looked normal and good. "Continue on with your pregnancy, exercise, do what you'd normally do," I was told. "There is no sign of a blood clot."

It completely disappeared? :) :) :) 

When I went back to my normal doctor this past week, he confirmed it again, and said, while going through the report from my high risk doctor with me, that there was NOTHING about a blood clot. All was well. And he was astonished. He looked at me, and told me he truly had thought I was going to miscarry, and he showed me the size of what the blood clot was with his fingers. 
"That was a big blood clot. I cannot believe it just is gone."

Yes, Lord. You are GOOD! And, yes, you are God. I just am so overwhelmed and thankful. 

I told him we are praying people. And he laughed and said, "Well, yes, God triumphs over Science every time. "

May we never lose our wonder, guys, in the God we serve. I cannot even explain my thankfulness. He is so big. 

I just feel like this child is SO special to him. I know every child is special to him? I know that. But this one - I have always felt like he is especially sweet, due to all of this. The enemy has not wanted him to come about! 

BUT GOD! 

Thank Jesus for his faithfulness!